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2012-01-13T16:27:00.001+08:00

can't fucking believe it, submitted at 3:59:49 HAHAHHAAH joke, i should have just registered for Australia!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway, 4J gathering last night ^^ it was realllllllly awesome, i miss the class to much :( had supper after that and walked home omg

my posts are getting so short nowadays hahaha, and i keep changing my blogskin header! fourth copy now, why am i so fussy!

2012-01-12T11:25:00.001+08:00

while everyone is fretting about their 12 choices, i'm only done with 3 :|

"RJ OR HC???" _|_

2012-01-11T22:38:00.003+08:00

“People come and go— they’ll drift in and out of your life, almost like characters in your favorite book. When you finally close the cover, the characters have told their story and you start up again with another book, complete with new characters and adventures. Then you find yourself focusing on the new ones, not the ones from the past.”

— Nicholas Sparks

There goes our two years together.

2012-01-10T23:59:00.000+08:00

YES I GOT BACK MY RESULTS YESTERDAY.

it was terrible, very terrible. i don't think i'll ever wanna talk about it.

2012-01-01T05:29:00.002+08:00

greeeeeeeeeeeeeetings from taipei :-)

landed last night at around midnight (one hour flight delay at changi sobsssss) and only reached hotel at 2am! went 7-11 for supper hahahah shiok ^^

woke up at 7am today and trained down to shifen and pingxi! took many many pretty photos and ate many many yummy food, but the journey was horrrrrible, so long and we had to stand the entire way back and fro. and the little train only stops at a stop at around 40-minutes interval, hence we ran quite a few times................ lao le. but anyway the place is really pretty! it's the na xie nian place, and we managed to eat the ice ball and set the sky lantern like them too awwwwhhhh so sweet.

went dtf to eat after that! super good and cheap, then went stay real cafe to buy a 10sgd macaroon, not bad la, but 10sgd.

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG CONCEEEEERT AFTER THAT
it was so good, I don't know how I'm gonna do a proper update about it. I took less than 30 photos in total, oh and I love taiwaneses! ^^^^^^ aiya the concert was just superb. and perhaps, the best countdown ever.

went for ma la huo guo after that, steady sia! hahhahaha only reached the hotel at like, 5am?

anyway I think I'll do a proper update about day 1 when I'm done uploading the photos. there's a lot okay, hahahahah another 48hours in taipei, gonna sleep a bit now and continue tomorrow! and CAN'T WAIT FOR THE DARE AT THE NIGHT MARKET ;)

byeeebyeeeeeeee! second day in taipei, second concert night yayyayyayieee! :-)

2011-12-29T21:05:00.001+08:00

yesterday i went to the zoo.

it was basically damn fun catching up with bozy and kitwei, talking about our silly sec1 life haahhaa. went amk macs to nua for damn long somemore, damn zai.

and i fed my giraffffffffe :) my life is really gonna be complete after the next 26 hours.

TAIPEI HERE I COMEEEEEEEE :)

2011-12-27T22:06:00.002+08:00

and so, christmas (and boxing) day is over, and i've yet to mail out all my christmas cards. okay, not mail out, i'm not even done hahhahaha!! i ought to die.

anyway, christmas was lovely! went church and had lunch at town, then partieddddd :-) i was sober throughout though, thank goodness hahhaha

met claire on boxing day, nua-ed at starbucks while waiting for her for an hour, did really nothing, was just sitting there drinking my toffee nut latte. went marina square, raffles city, orchard, somerset, everywhere! ate tons, EWF, marche, hehehhe so happy. and went home with many things ^^

met hazel this morning after 4 hours of sleeeeeeeep, was good though :-)

going to the zoo tomorrow, then chompz! omg miss the stingray.

few more days to taiwan! so hyped up, though now i feel the pain, but i'm sure God has plans for everything, so i'm just gonna enjoy no matter what ^^

gooooodbye

2011-12-25T01:26:00.002+08:00

It's Christmas :)

mailed out my letters a few days ago, and I really appreciate people who actually fbm/tweet/text/call me personally to thank me, or just merely inform me that they've received the letter. it may seem like a small act, but it really does matter a lot to me I'm sorry, I'm such a paranoid girl, I feel so insecure to not know the situation of the cards. after all, I spent so much time and effort writing each and every single card and I really want all my friends to feel loved during this joyous occasion.

Praise the Lord always :) thank God for true friends, for this wonderful family that I can't live without, for all the living creatures out there that form the universe, that form us :)

Had barbecue with Hanna as usual, was a rather mundane countdown as it started raining at around 1030pm. went to her house and played animal chess..... uh yeah that was pretty much how we spend christmas eve -__-

going church tomorrow, hopefully I'll really find the inner security and stability that no one but the one above has in store for me :)

I love you Jesus, bless everyone out there.

Merry Christmas ^^

2011-12-24T20:51:00.002+08:00

hello!!!!! haven't been updating for quite some time, but life has been pretty good ^^ went to many many places from all parts of singapore, went tampines, expo, changi point, then commonwealth, ikea, marina barrage, marsiling, everywhereeeeeee. caught sherlock holmes too, and i really wanna watch horrid henry, hhahahah my childhood sia.

but anyway, the main point of my post is not all these, duh.

i've been too busy..... toooo toooo tooooooooo busy.............

PLANNING MY TAIWAN TRIP

hiakhiak, came back less than a month ago yes i know, but i'm going there again next week! it was really a random decision as we were having dinner at skinny pizza and some C place (i forgot, but the desserts there are damn good. $6 scope ice-cream, $2.50 macaroons, $14 french brulee) that we really want to go for a taipei noah's ark world tour, AND THE NEXT DAY WE ACTUALLY WENT TO BOOK ALL OUR HOTEL, FLIGHT AND CONCERT TICKETS! HAHAHHHAHHAHAHAH this is the craziest thing i've ever done i swear, but it all boils down to the love and passion i have for this band (pui)

going taipei for 3d2n, and the 2nights are specially dedicated to the band.

merry christmas! ^^

2011-12-19T18:43:00.002+08:00

I've been repeating the album again and again ever since I was awake. I died so many times :( The whole album is my favourite song, I have so much feelings for all... :( why must 末日be so sad eeeeks.

I'm supposed to complete my new blogskin + christmas cards today but..... I practically nua-ed the entire day away, didn't even go get my starbucks omg and #8 glued me to my netbook.

I'm too lazyyyy to do a new blogskin, maybe I'll just add a new header that's all. And I'll be lending Lynnli my netbook while she's away to Taiwan so.... Everything will get delayed ya.

Oh well as if anyone is even interested.

Second round.

2011-12-19T13:10:00.002+08:00

Sorrrrryyyyy.... I ruined my own surprise and listened to 明日版 online and downloaded 末日版 online opppppppppsssssss. But I still cried while listening to it.

Spent my entire morning (okay my morning isn't really long) listening to the album, searching for download links and wow, my itunes crashed on me.

CD's probably reaching Singapore tomorrow or the day after, OMG I CAN REALLY DIE WAITING. And I totally forgot public sales start today :( Didn't manage to get tickets for the cheapskate people.

Anyway the album is really good, how can an album get better each play when the songs remain the same? The fusion of the melody and lyrics touched the heart really. Probably because of all the hectic things happening in my life right now, 末日版 sounds really emo, and 明日版 really gives me hope. I used to think (actually am still thinking) that having version A, version B, version B(i), version B(ii) is really dumb and will only work for kpop artistes hence I was quite annoyed when Mayday decided to release two versions too. After all, two versions will basically contain the same thing, just perhaps different merchandises and album covers. BUTTTTTTTTT Mayday's ideology of having two different versions was sooooooo good. Both consist of different merchandise, album cover, and different sound track sequence! Honestly i thought they won't really make a huge difference, but the feeling really drowned onto me. I prefer 末日版 more (AS RECOMMENDED BY 531) teeheeee and the album cover just appeal to me more ^^

I've been putting the whole album on roll ever since........ So much effort put into it, so much of time we've spent waiting for it, it's finally here :')

謝謝五月天, 做出如此美妙的歌曲,

謝謝阿信, 寫出這麼貼近人心的歌詞,

謝謝台前幕後的工作人員, 願意為了再次製造感動而操勞,

Thank you for helping me put in so much emotions in a mere CD.

I am so blessed to be borned in an era with 五月天 :D

2011-12-18T17:29:00.000+08:00

乾杯
主唱：五月天
作曲：阿信
填詞：阿信
編曲：五月天
監製：五月天

「說好了　無論如何　一起走到　未來的世界
現在就是　那個未來　那個世界
為什麼　你的身邊　我的身邊　不是同一邊
友情曾像　諾亞方舟　堅強誓言
只是我　望著海面　等著永遠　模糊了視線」

曾經，友情堅定如山，
卻可能因為一個理念不同、工作不同、生活不同，
而漸行漸遠，
曾經的要好，就像過往雲煙，
那麼好的友情恍如隔世。

「成熟就是　幻想幻滅　一場磨鍊
為什麼　只有夢想　越磨越小　小到不見
有時候　好想流淚　好想流淚　卻沒眼淚」

小的時候，當懂了些東西，開始有些小大人的姿態，
以為自己成熟了，
國小時曾經，試著想像民國一百年時我在做什麼，
想像著大人的世界，光鮮炫目，自由自在，
終於可以離開制服的束縛時，才發現，
所謂的自由自在其實包裏著更拘束、更黑暗的生活，
成熟就是幻想幻滅，一場磨鍊，
現實壓力幾乎磨掉所有夢想，
只有更加圓滑，才能順利滑過所有暗礁。
而現在，就是民國一百年，
是那個想像中成熟的年紀，
卻發現已經沒有想流淚就能流淚的權利，
堅強是骨幹，柔軟是身軀，
就算紅了眼眶，也開玩笑的自嘲說打哈欠罷了。

「也許會有一天　世界真的有終點

有一天　就是今天　今天就是有一天
說出一直沒說　對你的感謝
時間都停了　他們都回來了
懷念的人阿　等你的來到」

有那麼一天，人生走到盡頭，
想做的事，也許只想跟我愛的人，及愛我的人，
說聲謝謝，
謝謝你們，一生來的陪伴，
閉上眼，微笑的跟這個世界道別，
到另一個地方，與曾經離開的人們再見。

2011-12-18T16:32:00.003+08:00

eeks i have no idea what to blog about, leading a terribly busy life even thou i'm not working hhahhah. have been hanging out in town everyday recently, having good food with good company mmmmmh i likey :)

busy week ahead yet again! really cherish the times spent with these people, and sending out christmas cards woooohoooooooo, 2011 is gna end off with a blast ^^

2011-12-15T21:23:00.002+08:00

五月天

第二人生

1.有些事現在不做一輩子都不會做了
2.我不願讓你一個人
3.星空
4.洗衣機
5.三個傻瓜
6.歪腰
7.乾杯
8.倉頡
9.2012
10.第二人生
11.諾亞方舟
12.明日(演奏曲)
13.OAOA

sigh i don't know what so say, so many thoughts flashing in my head right now, can't piece them together right and phrase them into words.

i'll most probably do a vague review tomorrow, meanwhile it's gonna be an excitinggggg night :)

2011-12-15T18:26:00.002+08:00

I am a big fat idiot, I deleted *all* my pictures off my DSLR before I've even transferred them to my netbook and they're all gone.... :'(

Photobucket doesn't allow me to re-size me pictures too omg

We had like, 168 photos together but I deleted them alllllll.... /sniffs/ I ought to die.

Anyway, met up with Amanda and Jennifer together, did nothing much, had a simple lunch and shopped a while. That's all hahhahhaha but it was really really good :) Haven't seen short in 2 years and she's still as short hahhaah i love them :)

2011-12-15T01:17:00.002+08:00

I'm going to start on my new year resolutions real soon, I've already got the first one in mind!

1. New blogskin (yes it's on the way)

TBC.

2011-12-14T23:47:00.002+08:00

Really sad cause I auctioned off my Petpet Laboratory Map at 7000NP when it's actually worth more than 10,000NP :( And I withdrew 100,000NP the other day to spin some ridiculous wheel, and now my bank is only left with 400,000+NP :(

Okay anywayyyyyy

Went town today and caught New year's eve! It's good, and it has really been ages since I last watched an angmoh movie. So many fangirls in the cinema too..........

Had spicy Hokkaido ramen for dinner, damn yummmmyyyyy

And Hokkaido ice-cream! Which melted way too fast.

Both of us brought our DSLRs along and we felt really dumb hhahaha

Had some really weird seaweed tea or something, hhahahah thank goodness I was good at scissors paper stone and Claire had to drink it first.

Planned this blog post one day ago (okay la one hour ago) and Blogger had been failing on my photo upload ever since grrrrrr >:/ Hence, hello Photobucket.

Need to wake up terribly early tomorrow to meet up with Short and Jenn :'( but it's gonna be worth it hiakhiakhiakkkkk ^^ Good night!

2011-12-14T11:43:00.002+08:00

我不願讓你一個人

把相片讓你能保存多洗一本
毛衣也為你準備多一層
但是你孤單時刻安慰的體溫
怎麼為你多留一份

我不願讓你一個人一個人在人海浮沈
我不願你獨自走過風雨的時分
我不願讓你一個人承受著世界的殘忍
我不願眼淚陪你到永恆

只求命運帶你去一段全新的旅程
往幸福的天涯飛奔
別回頭就往前飛奔

請忘了我還一個人

the lyrics really did tug my heart strings, the song felt so close and surreal, i don't think i'll ever wanna listen to it live..... i'll probably cry my heart out.

lots of mayday stuffs to catch up on, so glad to have them in my life :') through sad times, happy times, lonely times, suffocating times, just a mere familiar tune will cheer me up.

"they're just a band..." is such an understatement.

25 feb 2012 ♥

and remember, no matter what happens, i'll always be here, just like what i've always been promising.

2011-12-13T22:13:00.001+08:00

i'm sorry, but everything has changed.

2011-12-13T18:09:00.001+08:00

back from Thailand! FML my arms are terribly sunburnt and it hurts like shit

nothing much to update about, planning my next (possible) hongkong christmas and new year trip!!! but i think i've flew way too much this holidays, and i'm going China for a whole three weeks next year, sigh i don't even feel the kick coming in during taking off/landing already. i feel so, so blessed ^^

and i'm on tumblr :)

It’s when you don’t know where you stand in a person’s life.
It’s when you’re hanging in dead air and knowing you can be thrown off anytime.
It’s when you’re like more than friends but not really.
And it’s like you’re lovers when it’s really otherwise.

Sometimes you want to wish you never met the person at all, but still at the back of your mind, you’re thankful you did.

2011-12-12T00:06:00.002+08:00

Heehee hi ^^ at Phuket, Thailand now! living in Marriott hotel right now and it's sooooooo freaking good, the hotel is terribly big (one laundry room, two toilets with huge bathtubs, two queen size bed in a room, one super king size in masterbed room, one living room, one dining room, one kitchen, one balcony) eeeeeks it's like, bigger than my house already.

anyway it's really fun and cool here, went para-sailing and scuba-diving today and i got sunburnt ^^ marine life trills me hahhahahaha.

spent the rest of the time here eating and just nua-ing around, no shopping (again) this time i suppose but i'm fine with ittttt ^^

really reluctant to return back to singapore, flight is on tuesday morning :( and we only reached here on friday night, life is so unfairrrrrr. but meeting up with people again! christmas is coming, and someone's 16th, and new year! no idea what's gna happen to the countdowns this year but nevertheless i'm sure it's gna be great, can't waittttt.

oh anyway, stop over-thinking about it.

goodbye :***********

2011-12-11T19:23:00.002+08:00

1800th postttttttt, greetings from Phuket! life is soooo good here, gonna go for dinner now (it's only 6.23pm here) and blog later! hehehehehehe what a post, bye.

2011-12-10T13:55:00.000+08:00

Last blog post before i leave for the last vacation for the year :(

I LOVE THE HOLIDAYSSSSS! Met up with Jennifer, cycled 30km and walked 10km with hazel and had strictly pancakes with fransiska and yangzhen! Not working but i feel so busy everyday, catching up who people who matter, i really feel so blessed ^^ thank God for all the blessings and, for everything that has happened :)

Will be back soooooon ^^ take care everyoneeee

2011-12-07T09:39:00.002+08:00

second time of year 2011.

caught already famous again, and You are the apple of my eye for the fifth time. astons & saybons.

went ikea, had dim sum at mbs and caught Wicked.

sorry but i'm not in the blogging mood. i think i never will.

2011-12-05T00:38:00.002+08:00

okay so, it was the first day taking the dslr out. it was very bulky and heavy, and i didn't really know how to use it :c plus it took up quite a lot of my memory space in my netbook, and took a rather long time to get uploaded on blogger.

well in conclusion, i'd blog lesser(no) pictures.

caught Starry Starry Night! had high expectations of it since it's a Jimmy work, and well mayday has been harping about it all day long. was 20 minutes late, and the tiny cinema was only half-filled. and most of them weren't mayday fans since they didn't stay till the end of the song :c but anyway, the movie was okay, but waaaaay below my expectations! maybe i couldn't understand the cheem-alogy behind it and stuffs, oh well.

went Quality hotel after that for buffet dinner! it was damn good, the porridge was so nice! and desserts of course heeheehhee. overall it was rather worth it!

busy week ahead, then Thailand! ^^ kept wondering why i'm so occupied even though i'm not even working, money spent like free flow without earning any :c mayday concert tickets sales start this friday, soooooooooooooo stoked ^^

byebyeeeeeee, have a great week ahead :)

2011-12-02T11:45:00.001+08:00

it was just a month ago, where everything seemed so hectic and blur. now it's gone, you're still as busy as ever, often too occupied. too occupied to even have time to think about me, too occupied to even think about me.

sigh?

2011-11-29T19:05:00.005+08:00

HI HI HI :)

and so it's like, some MAMA ceremony right now and twitter (and whatsapp) is getting real irritating. so here i am killing my time away while finding another way out. like seriously?! i do have a tv at home and i can know what is happening IF I WANT TO, and you really don't have to tweet about every single thing and try and involve everyone, cause not everyone is as keen at such as you.

and thank you MAMA, for seriously ruining everything between us.

anyway, i shall blog about happy stuffs.

USS! ^^ went with claire, qiaojing and synyin, put our stuffs down at festive hotel first, was late for like an hour hahhaha, but the transformer ride was damn coooooool, rained a bit so the crowd was rather small, didn't have to queue for all the rides, shiokkkkkk.

we three look like we just finished eating a human. and we're very satisfied with it.

our lunchhhh ^^ damn awesome, 20" hawaiian pizza! had such a ______ time finishing it hahahha but it's yummmmmmy and the strawberry mousse dessert is freaking good!

wanted to stay over at festive hotel but we probably checked in at around 8pm haaahahah so no room was available, so we got switched to micheal hotel. wonderful hotel, with spoilt showerheads and a toilet bowl which flushes with brown water. very splendid indeed, so very impressive.

went over to hard rock hotel the next day for prom preparation! the three went dtf for brunch, while i met nattaporn for chilli's :)

prom was a blasttttt! i looked so awkward with a bright pink tube cries. everyone probably ate lesser and lesser with each passing dish cause the place was in such a chaos at the end, i didn't even eat desserts :(

but anyway everyone made is really fun :) the class video was so awesome, the company was.. rather alright actually hahahha my table was an awkward table. but nonetheless it was enjoyable ^^ the class spirit stayed stagnant throughout, 4justice is just so lovable :')

the recess clique! people i'm truly thankful for for these two years :)

the irreplaceable class :)

on a random note, i think i really miss my section a lot.

i mean, not the usual combined practices in the smelly mpr but the crazy sectionals we have together every fridays and the super-siao holiday practices we spend practicing random and nice songs with mr ong ^^ oh well i reckon i won't even be able to blow a note anymore... goodbye trombone.

oh went Taiwan for the previous five days, one day after prom ^^ it was superrrrr awesomeeee. weather was damn good too, didn't rain at all! went to thousands of places and ate super damn a lot, came back with nothing much but a very satisfied belly :) nooo..... i haven't weigh myself yet....

Thailand trip next! then China trip all by myself for chinese new year :(

OHHHHHH ANYWAYYYYYYY xingkong MV came out today! and 諾亞方舟 came out yesterday, i stayed in taipei hotel specially to listen to its premiere oh the sacrifices made!!

諾亞方舟 MV release on 12/12 ^^ but i'll be in Thailand busy surfing... /inserts many many sad faces/

so many mayday stuffs coming uppppp! new album, 3DNA DVD, new world tour, so hyped up for them! thank God nothing happened during this critical year of disgust.

okay bye ^^

everyone is working right now, makes me reflect upon myself and my lazy acts hahhaha but i really can't help it, i can't bring myself to work and labour. i guess i'll make this holiday meaningful slowly HAHAHA bye ^^

currently at taipei

2011-11-27T22:28:00.002+08:00

Shall blog about USS, Micheal & Hard Rock hotel stayover, prom, and taipei trip!! :)

Mayday new album pre-order starts tomorrow, official release on 16dec. So much newssssss!! And singapore sales starting on 9dec ^^, but why must all these get released when I'm in Taiwan!

Taiwan is really good :) Travelled half of Taipei, back to singapore tomorrow night!

Will blog soon okkkkaaaayyy :***

2011-11-18T18:22:00.001+08:00

“Sometimes in life, you find a special friend. Someone who changes your life just by being a part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can’t stop. Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. This is forever friendship. When you’re down and the world seems dark and empty, your forever friend lifts you up in spirit and makes that dark and empty world suddenly seem bright and full. Your forever friend gets you through the hard times, the sad times and the confused times. If you turn and walk away, your forever friend follows. If you lose your way, your forever friend guides you and cheers you on. Your forever friend holds your hand and tells you that everything is going to be okay. And if you find such a friend, you feel happy and complete because you need not worry. You have a forever friend, and forever has no end.”

— Unknown (via slekes)

who?

2011-11-18T16:55:00.002+08:00

i just realised, i've yet to get my heels and clutch. and my hair and nails are nakeeeedddd :(

and no prom letters/ presents yet :(

and i'm still watching my jap movies oh goodness

2011-11-18T01:22:00.002+08:00

so this is how after-o's feels like...... SHIOK AH ^^

went town at the evening to shop for heels and i almost died. but it was fun :)

need to head to town again tomorrow to get more prom stuffs done, and chompz!! giddens @ bookfest on saturday + you are the apple of my eye, mani + pedi on sunday, USS and festive hotel on monday, prom and hard rock hotel on tuesday, and most importantly, Taiwan on wednesdayyyy!! by the time i'm back i'm only left with 2 november days :) then off to Thailand sooooon for scuba-diving, sky-diving, and everything fun! this holidays is so fun :)

going overseas at january next year too, woots i love holiday-planning ^^

but sigh i'm still waiting for you, after two whole fucking years

oh well goodnight everybardy more fun tomorrow nights nights nights

p/s: i promise to blog more pictures hahahah /crosses fingers

2011-11-17T16:24:00.003+08:00

HEHEHE O'S IS OVER! :-)

not very much of a change actually, since I felt the relief after the SS paper teehee. that week was such a wreck.
after o's is crazy (already)! caught You are the apple of my eye for the fourth time with most of 4J's bio people, then had yummy crepe for dinnnzzz ^^
went to ton at cine kbox! 11pm-6am shiok!! had macs and chinese cuisine for breakfasttttt, then went down to east coast hhahaha we saw fishes and crabs and everything.

i feel so random, going to town nowww ^^
two whole months to play till results come eeks

prom and taiwan next week!! yayayay

2011-11-14T20:53:00.002+08:00

The alphabet is ending tomorrow.

I can confidently assume that I've successfully screwed up 15/16 of the current papers. My chemistry MCQ was fucked up. My amath is definitely scraping though a pass.

My L1 is shit.

My R4 are all kanasai.

Oh well, life in poly will be much much better okay ^^

And so, I've been basically slacking my days away, thinking about things, thinking about relationships, thinking about the future.

Am I holding on to you too tightly? Didn't they say that jealousy is a sign of love, or am I being over-sensitive yet again?

No one would honestly believe if I said I didn't study for O's at all. Well I did, if you recognise last minute cramming.

Everyone says this examination will determine everything.

Bullshit.

I mean, it does determine somthing, but definitely not everything, right? Either the JC or poly route will both make complete sense to me. Having asian parents, obviously the JC route will be much brighter, but will I be studying what I enjoy? Will I be happy solving ridiculous math sums and memorising useless facts? -__-

I'm not eliminating the chances of me getting into a JC (if I can make it in la), but well the poly route is currently appealing to me more.

And of course, people who took this examination much more serious than friends/family, you may screw yourself ^^

Fuck you okay. Yes you.

Fucker who thought the it was everything, fucker who left everything dangling without explaining, fucker who just disappeared without a trace and came back ridiculously, fucker who refused to acknowledge presence, fucker who became emotionless, and cold.

Ah well, it's over, so we should start thinking about positive things.

(All these random rumblings, still signify that I do place this dumb thing as a priority -__- It means that I care, and honestly, it's just a sub-conscious thing)

Mayday's coming on 25 Feb 2012 ^^

Stirs me on 24/7, can't wait for my holiday plans to come true!

Have a fantastic rest-of-2011 ahead everyone ^^

2011-11-12T12:45:00.000+08:00

OH YES I FORGOT TO SAY

I CAUGHT YOU'RE THE APPLE OF MY EYE THE THIRD TIME :-)

2011-11-12T12:43:00.002+08:00

it has been ages since i last updated this space hahhaha three days

hmmmmmm too much stuffs to catch up on

anyway magic power is in singapore :) so heartening to see (so much more) fans at the airport yesterday, bitter-sweet but still :)

heeeheheheheee byebye

2011-11-09T12:39:00.000+08:00

have a relatively good mind to revamp toogorgeous but..

i'm playing neopets.

2011-11-08T00:58:00.004+08:00

人生就是不停的戰鬥，就從為妳受罰開始 :)

You Are the Apple of My Eye

那些年，我們一起追的女孩

Caught this movie twice already, and it's definitely one of the best best bestest movie ever, other than 3DNA that is. Watched the first movie premiere some time last month in the midst of prelims, and watched it the second time over the weekends. The plot is good, the leads are good, the audience is good.

Read the book perhaps, two years ago? Kept complaining that it stretched for 12 years and I couldn't keep up with the book's pace, but I finished it anyway.

The book was alright to me, but the release of the movie was so significant to me, I insisted on watching it although it was in the middle of the prelim and only the first three rows were left.

「我敢跟妳賭，十年後，我連log是什麼都忘了，照樣活得很好。」
「嗯。」
「妳不相信？」
「相信啊。」
「相信還那麼用功讀書！」
「人生本來就有很多事，是徒勞無功的啊。」

I shall not do spoilers, but the movie is really really really good.

Seriously, I think I'd prefer this genre to horror or gore, anytime now.

我想成為一個很厲害的人。
怎樣才算是厲害的人啊？
我想讓這個世界，因為有了我，而有一點點的不一樣。

......而我的世界，不過就是，
妳的心。

The ending was so freaking touching, even I felt sorry for the main lead :(

And I really came to realise how short youth is.

Okay actually I've realised it like, damn long ago. Therefore I ain't studying hard but hahahaha having lots of fun.

青春是熱血

熱血是夢想

熱血是勇敢

熱血是倔強

熱血是

熱血是...

熱血就是堅持自己的理想

超越自己的膽量

放肆的追尋自己的方向

這些年

那些年

2011-11-05T19:19:00.002+08:00

yayyyyyy FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY CHILLING AT STARBUCKS WITHOUT ANY WORKSHEETS/ TEXTBOOKS/ TEN YEAR SERIES, NOT EVEN A SINGLE PEN/ CUE CARDS WITH ME, FUCKKKKK YESSSSSSS chilling as life walks by, shiok siaaaaaaaaa miss this feeling to the max ^^ many many more to go!! yay life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

went school to get the old girl shirts, freaking heavy went town to shop even more teehee, flea was rather good today yay.

i'm quite a happy girl now, that torture is over and life is just filled with starbucks, town and drama yay ^^

God bless each and every one of you :)

2011-11-05T10:49:00.003+08:00

teeheeeeee, and so, it was the last unofficial day of o's yesterday ^^^^^^

well o's was a wreck, I think I ttly screwed my english, amath, biology and humans, omg no joke I flunked everything. I just was a l1r5 <20 for the first time in my life pleaseeeeeeee

anyway yesterday was crazyyyyyy, couldn't decide where to go after the early ss paper so we went to discover every circle line station. went botanic gardens for like, 2 hours???? then holland V for lunch and we landed up in bukit batok after taking a random bus hmmmmmm. west mall was like a cui, caught johnny english again hahahaha and one day! one day was so boring we left halfway.

I'm so bored of updating my life anymore hahha it feels so weird to do so. I mean, who cares what I did/ how I feels and whatnot, sigh after effects of not blogging for so long!!

but anyway, I'm back, toogorgeous :')

2011-10-30T06:41:00.000+08:00

Woke up to a disgusting ear infection, so here i am blogging.

I'm done with three out of nine of my subjects and i can confidently confirm that all three are terrible :( my L1 is going to be sooooooo gross, and i bet my R5 ain't gonna be any better, fml.

hell starts tomorrow, with three papers straight in a day and whatnot. OMG I'm dreading it already.

but anyway, stay strong, every single earthlings out there.

2011-10-28T09:16:00.000+08:00

I am a constant burden, a moron who will only whine and complain but do nothing. Optimism ate me up and I'm left with nothing. I cannot even secure a single A, i deserve it.

Go fuck your own life Jane

2011-10-23T01:32:00.000+08:00

What the fuckkkk one more day to the alphabet. I'd be lying if i say i don't feel anything, cause non of my tys is more than half done. I really need to stop screwing up my life but it's all too late :(

Damn fucking scared rn all i want is a hug, and a letter to say that everything's gonna be alright.

2011-10-17T18:44:00.002+08:00

yup okay hahhahaha I figured everything out.

you just have no idea how much I fucking hate it when people run to me only if they need me. I mean, I thought I would understand and would accommodate, but now it seems like I'm actually nothing but a commoner. I'm not that nobel, I'm afterall human. I have concrete feelings, I don't come and walk past for no reason. you don't fucking throw me away when you don't need me and when you're stressed/upset/angry you come running for me.

no, you don't fucking do that.

it's not like I'm very stress-free or what, I mean, even if I am I shouldn't only occur and matter to you when you need me. doesn't mean that I'm for your entertainment since I'm not studying.

this is what people mean when they say you'll lose little pebbles along the way while climbing up the mountain. isn't the pebbles the important part of life? why is everything so contradicting?

okay go study now, and don't talk to me.

2011-10-17T14:49:00.002+08:00

exactly one more week to o's, how nice. I'm not even done with round I of my revision yet, in fact my biology, maths and both humans are untouched. very very very nice.

caught the thing a couple of days ago and it's damn horrifying, it's worse as the human centipede I swear. it's not even horror or violence, it's extreme gore. hahhhaaha all the stressed out people should catch it and realise that o's is absolutely nothing as compared to world dominance.

and catching apple of my eye two days later!!! last last movie before o's okay I promise.

magic power is coming on 12nov, not my main bias so....... I'm actually giving them a miss :( will be missing out mlyjr gathering and chalet too, sobs sobs screw you la o's

but on a happier note, will be meeting siting in taiwan!! our trips are gonna clash so..... this trip sounds exciting already! :)

sigh I hope I die young, it's so tiring to be surviving on planet earth. I had my fair share of fun already teeeheee :)

alright bye everyone stay strong for o's!! ^^

2011-10-13T15:35:00.000+08:00

Why not the two of us take a step back each, and start thinking of the harm we've done to each other unknowingly?

Life at its best sia seriously. Ten days before o's and I'm suffering a fever, i think I'll be better off dead.

2011-10-08T19:31:00.002+08:00

i'm starting to miss you a lot a lot a lot, more than any being can ever imagine, so much more than daily, so terribly and worse of all - i don't even know why

sigh i really hope we can stay like that forever

i miss you sn :(

2011-10-07T01:28:00.002+08:00

Ok hi toogorgeous, and so later's the last official day of school. The end of my four disgusting years spent in bittersweet stnicks. Sometimes I really think that putting stnicks as my first choice is the worst decision of my life thus far, yet when I look at the many familiar faces, I feel so reassured, so satisfied. So grateful for my friends, those who never did leave me no matter how pms-sy I am, those who walked throu these four years with me ar such gems. Those who stayed so vclose and dear to me even thou we weren't in the same class. People who we don't even bother saying hi in random corners of the school cause we know each other soooooooo well, people who are just a text/call away.

I really miss one truth :(

lydia, bozy, melody, jennifer, amanda, venetia

trini, nicole, wenjie

may, qiaojing, wuennee, 3/4justice is like, the best :'( wanted to cry so badly during biology class ystd, sigh I'll miss the class so badly.

claire, synyin, huien, jessie
and all the random people that'll join us some day at the bench near uncle mobin

my section mates
my squad

Sigh everything

Didn't drown to me how much I've left in stnicks, I'll definitely not be able to find another place like this. Another place where I can ask for pads openly, compare fbt colours and all the constant bitching. I'll never be able to express all my gratgitude to those who made a difference in my four entire years in stnicks.

Gonna write letters :') hopefully I won't cry halfway while reading.

I love you, stnicks.

2011-09-27T10:22:00.000+08:00

OAOA是嬰兒的啼哭，是摩天輪的樣子，是太陽與山脈的形狀，是對著空谷的吶喊，是沒有語言的希望，是在風裡面寫下此刻自己的呼喊……你的OAOA和我不同，但我們還是可以唱同一首OAOA。

i miss mayday :(

prelim was really a fucking wake-up call

2011-09-25T13:58:00.002+08:00

caught my fifth 3dna, awesome, very awesome. it always feels as though it's the first time watching it, sigh last day today :(

i miss mayday so terribly

on a side note, it's less than a month now.

2011-09-21T16:42:00.002+08:00

to you,

thank you for always staying beside me, constantly pushing me on and stuffs, don't you ever dare crumple before me cause two is better than one ^^ i loveeeee yooouuuuuuu ♥♥♥

caught 3dna the fourth time last night and it's still as good as ever, i swear. what a teary month sobs i can cry just looking at him play the guitar :(
but anyway, showtimes are extended againnnnnnn! catching up with sleep tonight so i'm gonna go for my fifth show probably on saturday and catch the other special screening!! so proud of them ^^

day of reflection sucks, it used to be fun.

sigh i really don't know what to blog about anymore~~~~~~~~
till then

2011-09-19T15:16:00.002+08:00

last day of prelim tomorrow yay yay ^^ am basically flunking more than half of everything, oh weeeelllll what's new

decided to work after o's anyway, hope it'll be a real fulfilling and meaningful long break from all the crap.

caught 3dna thrice already! watching it the fourth time tomorrow after my papers, and most probably on wednesday again. goodness, pathetic life of a fangirl. what a crazily expensive long-term investment.

four more weeks to o's and i haven't even start on my first revision, i'm gonna get a 30 for my l1r5. byeeee :(

2011-09-10T12:37:00.001+08:00

cause everytime i blog;

i think of you.

sigh 3dna was so awesome ;~; extended show time till 21 sept, after prelims! please go and watch it everyone, it's so unbelieveable! totally breath-taking yet touching at the same time, i cried buckets of tears :( sigh mayday mayday

oh magic power was great too, thou they undeniably can't hold a candle as compared to mayday, but it was fun gathering again with mlyjr :) love you guys so much

last disgusting prelim week, hold onnnnn and keep positive! cause there're better things to look forward to after all these superficial chasings :)

2011-09-04T23:39:00.002+08:00

over at macs tonight (again)

hmmmmm life has been really mundane, like, ever since i got to secondary four. but well, making fun out of nothing, caught glee, smurfs and ss3! and probably other movies you can name. that's really.. boring.

and i can really quite confidently announce that my life is screwed. pretty quite.

i'm a mess.

but anyway, [just rock it] was a success last night, really really can't wait for feb 2012 now!!! teeheeee and premiere in three days, i'm super excited to hell with prelims.

and yeah, i miss you terribly.

2011-08-29T21:14:00.002+08:00

Please just remember even if I'm not there/
I'll always love you, forever and always

lots of things to catch up on, no time to lose, living life to the fullest everyday partying like no one's business.

ten more days to 3dna :)

so many things to confess..... so little time, so little courage. i don't want everything to end up so fast, i don't want everything to break up after two months.

I, I want you forever, forever and always /

Through the good and the bad and the ugly /

We'll grow old together /

Forever and always.

saddest ending ever.

2011-08-24T22:02:00.001+08:00

Prelim starts tomorrow omg....?!

I am never prepared.

2011-08-23T05:27:00.001+08:00

I'm so afraid I'll lose you after sixty days, before sixty days, i even think that you're slipping off now.

please

don't?

i want you right next to me :(
every time
every day

heart

2011-08-20T12:16:00.001+08:00

heavy

dripping blood

dropping tears

how many more days to o's?

fuck it okay FUCK IT

2011-08-16T23:06:00.000+08:00

hi ^^^^^^
and so, prelim starts next week, then another week of prelim and celebrations, then 3dna release!!!! ...which also unfortunately marks the official 30 days countdown to o's. I'm so screweddd i failed my e&a math and probably my sciences and languages too. I didn't turn up for one literature test so my expections ain't high and i got c6 for combined~~~ i really really really feel....... Immune. Trololol.

and to my dearest ex-desk partner & whatever you wna be called: i miss sitting beside you so much sobs!!!!!! and get well soon, for English oral and for midday prayers :-( it's so empty without you~ drink lots of water and may your platelets multiply, huat ah!! see you....soon!!! really soon okay!!

here wishing you good health
*\(^o^)/* /shakes pom pom

shorter & lesser

2011-08-09T14:56:00.002+08:00

hi hi hi toogorgeous!! :-) it has been really really long xx

it feels so foreign once again to be typing in this tiny little box that i misses so much, well life has been pretty eventful. caught tons of movies and NO, DO NOT WATCH ZOOKEEPER UNLESS YOU HAVE SMTHG FOR GIRAFFES LIKE ME. it wasn't really fascinating and stuffs but the giraffe is so cute /squeals

AND EVEN IF YOU WANNA CATCH IT CATCH IT IN GVVVVV!!!!!!!! CAUGHT A GLIMPSE OF 3DNA POSTER OMGOMFGGGGGGG SO GORGEOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I ALMOST DIED I SWEAR I CAN'T WAIT FOR 8SEPT!!!!!!!!!

oh and I got my magic power album, if their schedule really clashes with 3dna...... I'm so sorry.

can't wait for 3dna premiere! :-) everyday I hope a flower pot will drop and kill me instantly but 3dna keeps me going on, sobs!!!!!!!

on a last note, I really love 4j tons :') people that I'm sincerely thankful for.

goodbyeeeee I'll blog more ok till then

2011-07-30T10:29:00.001+08:00

2011-07-30T09:01:00.000+08:00

so as you can see,

forget it, if you're so willing to.

2011-07-29T22:16:00.001+08:00

hahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahhahahah

2011-07-28T23:01:00.001+08:00

when the innocent turns guilty

2011-07-24T01:07:00.000+08:00

NEW ALBUM IN SEPTEMBER.

SINGAPORE VISIT ON FEB2012. FUCK YES MAYDAY.

2011-07-17T14:44:00.003+08:00

nothing can cheer me up except for mayday i swear

i hate you september, i really do. i'm going to drop my fucking o's and fly to taiwan

oh anyway yesterday was fun :')

went yishun for breakfast, cabbed to east coast, cabbed to ikea, back to yishun, then went amk kfc, cine, 313, walked to dhouby ghaut, trained to city call, cabbed back home.

and i woke up at 1pm today oh welllllllll

99 more days but i can't move on anymore, i even cancelled tuition today. i feel like a loser but I #SWAG HAHAHAHAAAA I #SWAG #LIKEABOSS

okay bye, i know i'm secretly very stressed cause i can't breathe at night anymore, and i have to keep popping the disgusting pink pills down my system, i feel like i'm living on it. i feel like a living burden.

SIGH where are you mayday

2011-07-16T00:01:00.001+08:00

FYI, it's not the time to fail emath already, jane lau qian ying.

how fucking pathetic

2011-07-14T20:55:00.002+08:00

i'm so tired i feel like collapsing

i'm like, not even done with my 10 days challenge (which reminds me of the dumb essay due tomorrow) but who cares

no one bothers reading this space anymore

BUT ANYWAY!!!
i admit i'm not studying hard and putting in sufficient effort
my results are getting worse and worse.. i'm having problems about passing
how the hell am i going to even get below 20 for my l1r5, who am i kidding
who's hope am i toying with

13 more weeks to o's!!!! huat ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i hope i'll be able to pull through

2011-07-11T10:16:00.002+08:00

had an attack at 4am, scrambled to the kitchen to pour a cup of warm water while pouring everything on myself, crawled to the study table and popped in my pink breathing pills. continued popping pills and drowning myself till 5am and i went back to sleep.

i was all alone.

本以為十年是一段好長的時間，可以讓男孩變成男人甚至成為一個父親。但是當同樣的那
首歌又再大聲地唱著的時候，才發現其實還有些重要的事情從來都沒有改變過。
i miss you mayday :( terribly lots :(

have been watching a movie every week now, life's good! caught mr & mrs single, it was pretty boring except for the theme song hehehhhhhehehhhh :)

three tests this week plus bio spa, GO GO GOOOOO! 一百零四天, 衝了!!!!!!!

2011-07-05T19:29:00.002+08:00

sigh, i get unhappy over insignificant matters, i don't even know how to fix back my life anymore.

2011-07-03T14:29:00.001+08:00

i miss us, the old us.

Day 8: Three words you can’t go a day without using.

2011-07-03T12:01:00.002+08:00

1. why
2. food
3. mayday

super short update!!! ^^ caught transformers in 3d twice and Monte Carlo! had tons of gooooood fooooooood, i spent over 100$ this week! DIET PLAN PLEASE spent 30$ in starbucks yesterday, i must be crazy!!!!!!! fats accumulation!!!

i love transformers do much ide!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh and anyway, i'm in love with english songs now teeheeeeeee
i haven't been updating regularly so i've long ago lost track in my life, 100 days countdown starting soon! ^^

Day 7: Four memories you won’t forget.

2011-06-30T00:12:00.001+08:00

1. staying over at east coast park just to catch shooting stars
2. all my birthday surprises
3. primary school, where i was that ahlian everyone was really scared of
4. fan-chasings

2011-06-30T00:04:00.002+08:00

one of the very very very rare times i'm up till midnight on weekdays. i'm usually on my bed at 9pm HAHAHAHAAAAA, if i can afford to

tried doing my super overdue lit essay but #missionfail. miserably.

i hate literature :( i hate writing essays cause they're just.. massive chunks of words. i feel really uncomfortable by merely looking at my abusive hand-writing hahahahaha and the dumb mock lit paper is freaking graded and i have no mc wowwwwwwwww i'm gonna get 0% for it so, why am i even bothering...

anyway had really good food recently! yay life's good
had chippy's fish and cold stone, (y)
and ajisen and ramen play and seoul garden and pizza hut
and lots more

i just need time for my korean bbq

okayyyyyyy bye i really have nothing to blog about!! shall do my challenge

Day 6: Five things you can’t live without.

2011-06-29T22:30:00.000+08:00

1. comb
2. mirror
3. phone
4. ipod
5. pen

;~; i feel like dying, my homework debt is almost impossible to clear already and it's ONLY DAY THREE

Day 5: Six songs that you’re addicted to.

2011-06-28T18:54:00.002+08:00

1. 我最親愛的

wa you can ask qiaojing how many times i can repeat this song on her ipod/ day

2. Lucky
http://youtu.be/xsOQ1HD09Gs
almost everyone locked their embed sobs but this song is definitely my all-time favourite!!!! will never ever grow sick of it mannnnnnn

3. U smile

i'm not a bieber but i love this song teeheeeeee :D

4.Epy Quizon & Bayani Agbayani Pinoy Sunday (台北星期天主題曲)

HAHAHHHAHAHAAAAA IT'S A FREAKING PHILLIPINO SONG BUT IT'S NICE!! ^^

5. 我是誰我是誰我是誰

probably a very powerful song. to me.

6. 忘詞

hahahhahaha who am i kidding to not have any mayday songs here. CUTEST MV EVER!!!! everyone looks so perfect ide. and it's the song that made me fall in love with themmmmmmmmm THIS IS THE BEST SONG EVER. BETTER THAN JASON/BIEBER HAHAHAH WHO ARE THEY COMPARED TO MAYDAY???? oppppppppps

sorry day five came in rather late, school has reopened and my brain is already dead. bad news is, it's only day two. 118 more days to go, i'll just have to keep on going and going and going.... like a wheel that never stops or something. something from the stupid village by the sea book.

bye everyone

2011-06-26T17:11:00.002+08:00

extremely tired, so I'll leave day five for another day.

sigh what is life without you :(
might be moving, depends

bye toogorgeous

Day 4: Seven things you want to say to seven different people right now.

2011-06-24T23:17:00.003+08:00

“我們是兄弟，很多人問五月天會不會解散，我們要說的是，五月天生是一支樂隊，死也是一支樂隊。”
okay i feel like sniffing and crying, and run and swim over to taiwan rn and give all five of them i biggggg tightttttt hugggggggggggggggg.
from the bottom of my heart, this is the Nth time saying this: I love mayday!!! I love mayday i love mayday i love mayday!! other than the fact that they're in a faraway land, i basically can't find any imperfections about them sobs!!!!! and this feeling of being so far away from them sucks :( it has been five whole months without them! can't believe i'm still alive and kicking

oh yes anyway 3DNA got brought forward to 15sept! hoping that it'll only come on cathay (not gv pleaseeee sniffs) on 22rd sept cause that's the freaking end of prelims. sobs what if i run over to catch them on cinema during my prelims?!??!?!?! my parents said i need to be tied up :( my life, i'm already missing magic power's concert zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz major zzzzzzzzzzz i will insert more zzzz but it'll seem like a meaningless blog post that is totally irrelevant to you.

sigh and new album after 3DNA's release, which i reckon will be somewhere near/during my o levels. but after that it'll be new world tour~ 531% excited!! ^^ 小巨蛋here i comeeeeeeee

but i'll only be able to think about all these privileges after the 15nov!!!!!!!!!!! what is life

anyway today was a rather happy day cause i did nothing at all. had buffet after so long!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i prayed for my weight ^^

oh yes i'm supposed to do day eight!
gonna cheat though, who cares!!!!!
i'm dying to put my fives as my first but i shall write it in my notebook instead.

1. hanna, kailing, sonia
wow it has been.... eight years!!!! we're all stepping on our separate ways now but sigh i miss you all so much :( i've got so much to type to you all but i don't think any of you're gna read this hahahahah!! alright we have to meet up soon, like together!! the four of us!! :)

2. amanda, melody, jennifer
i miss you all so much omg sobs. it's like, we're all worlds apart! but anyway i hope the three of your are happy and...... healthy?! hahahahaha stupid both of your are eliminated from o levels?! what is this!!!!!!!!!!!! why aren't i half as smart sobs LOL anyway i really really miss the three of you terribly much, life in SN was so much better with you three around ♥
and have fun in aussie jenn :) come back safe and sound

3. claire, jenny
we've been fooling around for 4 years already and i'm so glad it's all over, and even happier i've got the both of you all as companions. thank you both for all the love and shit you've given me, one day we'll all go back and give our instrument a kick.

4. qiaojing
hey dearrrrrr basically i wanna thank you for everything and anything. thank you for always being there for me, doing all the small little things that never fail to amuse me greatly. thank you for helping me in math, for always believing in me even when i myself loses faith in me. thank you for tolerating my nonsense, and CONGRATS ON FINDING YOUR IN-BULIT WEBCAM!!! hahahahahha skype till forever!!

5. may
you're #sosingaporean!!!!!!!!!
anyway thank you for always tolerating with my nonsense, and my 'okay's :) and for all your morning calls, super random textes, but for goodness' sake, stop stealing my orange muji pen.

6. hui en, jessie, synyin (qiaojing and claire)
thank you all for making recess so much fun, making life in SN so much bearable :) for all the tiny things like chopping seats and buying drinks, to big things like birthday celebrations, after-EOYs celebrations, i thank god for people like you all ♥♥♥ may we all all get our (min) 7A1s okayyyyieee!!!

7. chanel, maylyn, siting, lynnli, lijin, meishi, peyyih, yirui, mummmmmy, bixuan
thank you all for making fandoms so much more enjoyable and tolerable :)

for the mayday ones,
thank you chanel for always being so onz and for everything that has happened in xhs! for all the fantastic seats overviewing them (hahahhha), always helping in shipping taiwan merchandises, really hope our relationship won't fade no matter what happens ♥
thank you maylyn for being in the fandom with me ever since... my picking up! hahahahaha from all the chasings till now, you've been such a caring woman (constantly reminding me to study!!! hahahhaa) and korean food when when??? it has been a few months since we last met!!!
thank you siting for being so steady with fail all the way! hahahaah remember 15april when we first met, when we went down to the airport together right after you reached home when you touched down! and all the crazy stuffs we do together just for mayday with maylyn teeeeheeeee and korean food and koi and everything, thank you for being so fun and bubbly and having such a big appetite, meet up soon you stay-in-aussie-for-too-long girllll!!!!

for mlyjr,
thank you all for being such sweethearts :) for always taking care of me cause i'm like, the youngest hahahahha and being always being so fun!! we've definitely grown sooooo much closer together all this while, i really hope all this will last forever :) and have fun without me on 8/9/10/11th sept without me, help me pass my endless love for OCF thanks ♥

for bixuan,
you're like, my one and only! heheheehe don't you feel special ^^ anyway thank you for always being hungry with me at 3am, (slightly) stepping over to the mayday boat, all the bullshitting on cyber space hahahaaha! all the way for your video cutting right now, may the mixture of show, mayday, and my spirit with you throughout the whole entire night! love and miss you many many many many truckloads busloads taxiloads♥♥♥

(8. sia swee suan
seriously)

omg happy 25th june, i took nearly two hours to get this all done.

2011-06-24T11:17:00.001+08:00

not a good morning
not a good start
not a good day

sigh :(

Day 3: Eight things that annoy you.

2011-06-23T19:36:00.004+08:00

1. may chan. (as requested)
2. disgusting food (mushrooms, sushis, nasi lemak, egg yolk)
3. slow internet
4. people touching my face.
5. people eating my food when my stomach is already digesting itself.
6. purple
7. people who study too much
8. unorganised stuffs

I think I have a rather fantastic temper so it's quite hard to annoy me hehehehe really

anyway caught Pinoy Sunday and The Ward yesterday!!! Pinoy Sunday is the worst movie I've ever watched. it's degree of ridiculousy is............. unimaginable. The Ward is freaking scary!!! by far the scariest horror I've watched, I cried! so scary, everyone should watch it.

went to school today because of annoying number 1 :( I hate alighting at braddell, somehow I think everyone judges me when I prepare to step out sobs

and stupid qiaojing dropped her pencil cap IN HER SHOES when I thought it dropped in mine. she got hazel and I crawling around the school library like little idiots then she suddenly burst into horrendous laugher in the library, throwing her whole body on the table and crashed on it, giggling non-stop. she turned me to a fool :(((((((((((((((((((

oh and it's Friday tomorrow
and I've finally downloaded whatsapp, I swear android is a headache

2011-06-22T12:07:00.001+08:00

something to share :)

thought it was rather funny, showed it to qiaojing and she literally laughed for a whole half an hour HAHAHAHAHAAA i think she's funnier

Day 2: Nine things you do everyday.

2011-06-22T11:01:00.004+08:00

1. confirm plus chop listen to mayday.
2. laze on my bed for at least one hour before waking up.
3. stand in front of the mirror to get my hair right.
4. talk to gloomy bear.
5. self-conflict about what to eat.
6. wait for your textes.
7. skype.
8. secretly stab you twice in my heart.
9. worry about tomorrow.

oh yes i've been eating wayyyy toooooo muchhhhhhh recently, like my digestive system had been really active and efficient, i digested a bowl of ajisen ramen in half an hour. like really!!!!!! and i went for another full meal after eating another, and another.... and i just lost 2kg.

Day 1: Ten random facts about yourself.

2011-06-21T18:35:00.003+08:00

1. i'm hopelessly in love with mayday.
2. i appreciate literature but i suck at doing them.
3. my math and sciences are disgusting.
4. i bite on straws.
5. i like horror movies.
6. i dislike animals, but i find giraffes extremely adorable.
7. i like chewing on cherry tomatoes.
8. helium balloons make me happy.
9. i like boys as much as how i like girls.
10. i love mahjong.

Ten days challenge

2011-06-21T16:35:00.004+08:00

• Day 1: Ten random facts about yourself.
• Day 2: Nine things you do everyday.
• Day 3: Eight things that annoy you.
• Day 4: Seven things you want to say to seven different people right now.
• Day 5: Six songs that you’re addicted to.
• Day 6: Five things you can’t live without.
• Day 7: Four memories you won’t forget.
• Day 8: Three words you can’t go a day without using.
• Day 9: Two things you wish you could do.
• Day 10: One person you can trust

2011-06-21T12:47:00.002+08:00

hasn't been updating regularly again sobs

oh well nothing's up
caught something borrowed, it was nice.

i feel like catching stars and aeroplanes

2011-06-15T10:22:00.001+08:00

so tired rn, why can't i sleep till forever

and i just merely woke up

xxx

2011-06-14T12:50:00.001+08:00

qiaojing's coming back today! :)

gonna lunch, cut my hair, then off to the airport
hopefully i won't miss her flight

2011-06-13T18:46:00.002+08:00

oh hehhehehe found these pictures while clearing my folders :)

i love helium ballooooonnnnns
cause i can punch them and they'll still get up

2011-06-13T10:58:00.000+08:00

too lazy
too tired
can't be bothered

sorry

2011-06-13T01:29:00.004+08:00

i love sundays cause they're usually my super-nua day heheheh ^^ awake now cause i have friends that proclaim that the night is still young.. my foot

anyway i'm extremely hungry i'm like fighting an internal war and my stomach's domineering

sobs when can i ever be an important part of you

2011-06-12T22:02:00.000+08:00

i want back the old and happy us

2011-06-12T14:01:00.002+08:00

#sadlife of a #Gemini

1. i can't stop thinking about you
2. every night i lie on my bed, thinking how i wasted my whole entire day
3. whatever happened to your initiative
4. i'm quite angry rn
5. why must it be me

#suckstobeme

2011-06-11T00:57:00.003+08:00

some people are like direct sunlight-
they're there 24/7, constantly showering you with unlimited love and support, you won't know where to go without their guidance.

some people are like plants-
their existance is always here, but it's faint, it's unimpressive. nonetheless, they provide you with the key source you need to survive. they're as important, as fatal.

some people are like weeds-
they're better off dead.

You aren't always the sharpest crayons in the box, but you're definitely the favourite colour :)

i hate this disgusting feeling, where we both choke on words at the same time and can't express them fully. you're such an important part of me, i don't know who i'm going to carry on without you.

no matter what happens, i thank god for you :')

you give everything a right turn, a new meaning to life.

never thought you'd be so inspirational and motivating, but i guess our friendship will last forever despite of the many different routes we'll take.

feeling extremely blessed while counting my numerous blessings. i really thank god for all the precious relationships, those that lasted, are continuing, and are breaking. thank god for all the friends who genuinely care. thank god for the family, for their humour, for their never-ending financial and emotional support. thank god for everything, everyone.

sometimes, why won't you just take a step back and sink in thoughts too? (instead of participating in this meaningless rat-chase in life)

Sometimes God pushes us to our limits. It's because he has greater
faith in us than we have in ourselves.

keep going, and stay stronger :)

2011-06-09T21:06:00.002+08:00

life has been pretty good so far ^^ love the holidays

caught xmen and laddaland! xmen was alright, laddaland sucks :( saw the trailer while watching insidious, and it was mfking scary!!! told qiaojing i'll never ever watch it but hahahaha! i had always hated thai horror!! but this isn't scary at all. yangzhen was so hilarious covering her eyes with a piece of tissue hehehe~

tired.
wants to sleep.

goodnight.

2011-06-06T07:05:00.000+08:00

today's gonna start early... zzz who am i kidding

why am i sacrificing my sleep

2011-06-05T23:29:00.002+08:00

extremely tired, but at least my body clock seems more normal than usual now.

woke up late today for tuition, thank goodness he woke up late too. and we both blame the rain.

updated my livejournal today morning! felt really good re-reading all my archives.
re-watched my 犀利人妻 and watched tadbit of 大切なことはすべて君が教えてくれた (I Learned All the Important Things from You), omg it's real sweet!!! everyone should watch it and we can all hold hands and melt together :)

hehehehehheheheh haruma miura

oh well, waking up at 6.30am tomorrow and it's way past midnight now (i don't know why i took more than half an hour to blog all this) so

till then

2011-06-05T00:32:00.003+08:00

it was a very tiring, yet extremely blessed 16th :)
really had fun from all the celebrations and rubbish you guys gave me, hahahaha i gladly accepted all. it's not that i feel special, but i feel extraordinarily loved. it warms me during times like this :)

2 june-
was late for school! hehehe but it was fun to have so many 'happy birthday's popping by randomly while chionging :) i had my first balloon from the recess people and icing room cake which was horribly done cause i couldn't recognise basically everything except my name HAHAHAAAAAAA kidding!
love chuanxin's and qiaojing's card to me :) really really appreciate stuffs like these!
and the utensils!!! omg yay
and may's book! hahahaha 0% creativity but ♥♥♥

ponned lit test cause i felt like it /flicks hair in your face
birthday girl is capable of doing anything.

had lunch at hk cafe! how normal.
caught Insidious, my first legal nc16 show rofl. qiaojing was basically screaming during half of the movie and grabbing on to 84% of may's jacket! but it was nonetheless good :) i love horror, sorry hahaha.
got my present from darryl! wowwww

had dinner with my dad at jacks place after that :) i have no idea when was the last time i had a proper dinner with him alone, omg. had lobster & fish, while my dad got chicken spaghetti omg i feel extremely mean :( but i love him many many ♥♥♥ and vice versa! teeheeeeee

met hanna and got another present! or rather, presents. hehehe friends for 8 years and counting ^^

3 june-
was late for school againnnnnn. minyi and xinyee bought me this gigantic elmo balloon omg love balloons like mad! yay
geography was horrible, justice was such a let-down! hahahaha but whatever

had lunch (my first meal of the day at 3.30pm sniffs) at swensens with qiaojing, more or less considered a farewell meal.

went for supper at chompz and got another set of present!!!! omg yay

4june-
went heartland mall (the cuiest mall in sg i swear) and got my first set of present ^^ yay

met lynn at chinatown for koi! another set of present
lijin came along :) another set of present
met yirui at mrt station where i got another bunch of balloons!! they were really gay - pink and purple. and they say 'happy birthday princess' oh welllll :) hehehehe!!
went crazy world cafe and met shirley! had lunch and crappppppped, and had yummy cupcakes :) took polaroids too yay! and we had lots of food yummmmm

yirui left us for her juniors and we went to walk around plaza sing, then walked to scape for kbox! and i bought a giraffe ring ommmggg /dies happily

and so now i have three humongous balloons in my study room, occupying almost half of the space! hahahahahha felt really blessed to have friends who genuinely care :) love you all to the maximum

a special thank you to you :) who made my 16th really special by being always there for me all day long, not only 2june. it's you who never fail to brighten up my disgusting day and paste back the smile on my face. thank you very much for all this while :)

and thank you to everyone who made this 16th really special and fun. thank you for all the wishes, the presents, the balloons, or simply the smiles. thank you for all the post-its, the letters, the wall posts, the tweets. thank you for all the cakes, the food, the hugs.

thank you everyone :)
but don't only be here on 2june-

truckloads of love,
jane the princess ♥

2011-06-03T20:00:00.002+08:00

right now, i swear that my dad will be my 24/7 boyfriend till the end of o's ^^

thank you for the balloon :)

2011-06-03T09:58:00.001+08:00

waited so long, but i've yet to get an answer.
sorry for taking way too long to reply you.

anyway thank you everyone, will do a proper blog post again soon :)

2011-06-02T05:11:00.002+08:00

i miss staying up all night long talking to you, waiting till midnight till you get home from work, meeting you at the back alley just for that short moment, you fetching me from chompz and saying that i stink like shit, staying silent on the phone for half an hour just to listen to you breathe.

每天的結束都是那麼困難
多謝你們真的不想走真的真的真的

don't feel like going back to sleep anymore
feeling extremely dejected and unwanted at 5am on my 16th, basically cause I MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH!!!! it has been almost half a year sobs

magic power's coming on september, (y) / (n)? :/

the year end of 2011 is such an exciting fandom year ide why must there be o's !__!

ogay i shall stop typing rubbish

bye

2011-06-02T03:22:00.003+08:00

happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me
happy birthday to jane
happy birthday to me

thank you everybody who had made it enjoyable up till now thou it's barely 4hours into it :)

thank you for being always so thoughtful
always being there for me no matter how disgusting i may be
thank you
for everything